"You know, Sir, this looks much better with my glasses off." 
"You put your glasses back on, Euchariah, and face facts!"
~ Dr. Seuss 


There is no differentiation between, say,
strands of dark hair, in the dark,
or on the high terrace, tree-tops
in the gulfs between the night-lamps --
So many stars of unknown origin,
seen from light-years ahead in time.

Hours of glowing dawn,
of day's unyielding scrutiny,
no more than footlights' glare;
when you realize you're standing just inside
the momentary flare, and looking out
perceive no difference in the shadows
of the crowd, no breath,
and no distinction there:

Come down to earth
and lose the scale of it.

I don't think I can stand on your high terrace
in the night, with the darkened room behind,
and cool air breathing all around 
without each time considering
the way the sky's black paint bleeds
and blurs the lines
between the spaces of the room, and 
that greater space outside.
Where each obscurity becomes
a possibility.

Close your eyes:
what you can't see is limitless.

Good Friday

I have failed at Lent except to name my failings
have drunken reeled and stumbled blind to facts
and fallen down

Prayed with bishops, and lusted even as I prayed
"Simul iustus et Peccator"
the smoke and mirrors long since broken, blown


Brought up to go it alone

And now they tell me, sin is the failure to trust
in God; we're to assume the manna rain, fulfillment
and release

When all along I thought sin was to say too much,
to take too much; to murder and
disturb the peace.

Even if you make the right choice, you're forgiven
so why not yearn, why not want, to hunger
for the dangling fruit upon the tree?

Somehow the apple branch becomes the Cross,
and I the man who kneels to steady the spike;
the bludgeon wield

And all my heart that hungers blindly bleeds
into the hollow soundless void of ages,
upon the gilded pages

oblivion; the twilight grass illuminates the small-town eve with hope
and she in apron gleaning crumbs of praise will wait
to see what God will offer in exchange for joy
the mark, the plain, the measure of the frame, and the ancestral freight

i would joyfully shred a thousand (or two)
newspaper hearts over you,
i'd throw myself away
and call it passion;
the unoriginal sin.

but i have counseled those who crawl
love's muck of flood-strewn wrack,
who paw at memories, and lick the leather uppers
of reproach,
i've held the heads of wounded men
and kissed away the tears of some,
and so i know
too much.

poem for Dean

Banging on an empty kettle,
and stretching rubber binders
across a candy tin

A wind-up bear beats
a snare, a whistle-bird to tweet
the treble,
surgeon's hands to
pluck the strings

What register emotion:
an onion for devotion,
a vaccination's dart;
none replace
what's been missing,
not the hugging or the kissing.

If I only had a heart.

Sing to me a symphony
of blood and bone and flesh;
the pleasure at the end
of a long and lonely stretch.

Nevermind the violins.

Tap the time it takes to meddle
in Nature's careless miracle;
to change a thumping tire

Soon enough, there'll be grandeur
where the pillows used to languish
and we'll dance the lovers' part;
here the lyre, here the oboe
Prop our grins upon our elbows,
when we finish as we start

Soon enough, you'll awaken
where you find your life's been taken
Now you finally
have a heart.